Sick & Tired

I am so tired of feeling LOUSY.  Now on top of my pinkeye and irritated throat, I have a lot of drainage and my ears feel slightly clogged.  I keep thinking that this all points to something viral that antibiotics would not touch.  I haven't had a fever since Monday night either.  Bah.

I'm just run down and sick and tired of being sick and tired.  I'm tired of everyone at work looking at me like I have the plague and afraid to touch anything I've touched..  Jason has completely kicked this thing on his own (although he never felt as bad as I have).  We're supposed to go out to dinner on Saturday evening for a belated anniversary meal.  I had hoped that my eye would look better by then.  I really hate going out in public with my eye looking like this.  I'm so self conscious. If I feel like this tomorrow I will finally break down and call the doctor - I'm just not convinced there's anything he can do based on the fact that it's presenting more and more like a virus.  If it was just the sore throat I'd say maybe it is strep, but now with the congestion, I doubt. it.

A total pity party, I know.  But it's been a week now.  I think I'm allowed, right?